ORLANDO, Fla.- Brek Shea has a few things he would like to get off his chest at the moment, and they all start ā and end ā with frustration.
The Orlando City left back will be just another interested spectator tonight, June 7, when the US men's national team faces its potentially make-or-break Copa America showdown with Costa Rica (8 pm ET, FS1, UniMƔs, UDN).
He admits it has been tough to sit and watch when he had high hopes of being part of Jurgen Klinsmannās squad. And he has plenty of teammates and coaches who are genuinely surprised he is still in Orlando with them for training, instead of in Chicago with the USMNT.
But Shea insists he still hopes to be cheering a US victory against the Ticos. āItās obviously tough for me personally,ā he said. āBut Iām still a good teammate, still supporting the team, and Iām hoping they do well."
There is no doubt the 26-year-old from College Station, Texas, is still anxious to add to his 34 appearances (and four goals) for the national team. But he;s also aware of the fact his form has been in and out in recent games.
āI just need to play good,ā he acknowledged. āIf he [Klinsmann] calls on me, Iām definitely ready to go. But [otherwise], I donāt know. I think you have good games and bad games; I had some games that were up to my standards and some that werenāt, but thatās life.ā
Shea certainly started the season well, with an assist and a highlight-reel goal in the first four games. But then he picked up a retrospective red, missed a game, and struggled through Orlandoās drought of no wins in six outings.
Things seemed to come to a head in Cityās much-needed 2-1 win at home to Montreal on May 21. Having learned he'd been omitted from the US squad for Copa, he picked up his fourth yellow card of the season in what amounted to a personal feud with the Impactās Johan Venegas.
āIn everything you do, you get frustrated sometimes,ā Shea said. āIn that game, a few things happened and I got frustrated. But itās done, it was just a game. In general, things have frustrated me, so Iām just trying to go out and play tough and try to make a statement.ā
With two full weeks between games, Orlando were able to give their players a break last week, and Shea insisted it had been a handy way to recharge the batteries.
āI just took some times with friends and family. It was good to get away for a little while,ā he said. āNow itās back to work.
āNow we can work a bit harder and do more stuff, and that benefits us having that time off in mid-season. We had a few injuries and a few people that were just a bit beat up, so itās good to have that extra time to get fit or just to work on a few things.ā
Shea is certainly keeping a close eye on Copa events, and was delighted for Vancouverās Panamanian star Blas Perez and his two goals in Panama's Monday night win over Bolivia at Camping World Stadium.
āBlas is a good friend of mine so Iām very happy for him. Iām sure weāll be speaking about his performance," Shea said. But he says his main focus now is on next weekās intra-state US Open Cup clash with Jacksonville on Wednesday, June 15 (7 pm ET). That's followed, then, by two big home games in successive weeks against San Jose on Saturday, June 18 (7:30 pm ET, MLS LIVE) and Toronto on Saturday, June 25 (7:30 pm ET, MLS LIVE).
āEvery home game is a huge game just now,ā he said. āThe last week [before the break] we had three games and I think we built on each game. Hopefully we can now build [further] on those.ā